Full Moon, Flow, & Fruition

Yesterday was STRANGE. I had trouble sleeping the night before, and I woke up at 4:51 AM feeling bright and energised. I opened the curtain, looked out my window and there she was, La Luna. A wondrous full moon saying hello, it's a new day, get up and do all the fun shit!

I honestly felt in flow all day — in my power, buzzing. Not necessarily wired and over-caffeinated, there was still an air of peace and rest. It was as if I just knew what to do, I didn't doubt myself, and I did them. As if I was simply cooperating with the universe and the opportunities presented to me. I have organised a few meetings and tasks for the day (possibly need to write out and share this process if people are interested) — and they seemed to flow seamlessly.

And only a few days prior, I was weeping as I made scrambled eggs? Deflated, lying on the trampoline, tears streaming down my cheeks?

I don't fully understand, and I think that's the beauty of it as well. Embodying the energy that is present in the moment. On Sunday, it was a muddle of defeat, depression, hopelessness, and confusion. Tuesday felt like a pie bursting with energy, productivity, peace, and joy. And, to be honest, I don't see Sunday as "negative" or Tuesday as "positive". I think I am finally learning that magic runs through every vein, not only in the mountaintops. The nooks and crannies of the day to day still contain poetry and sparkle, if we are willing to see it. Like Squirt in Finding Nemo — I see myself joining in the current, being swept away by this strong pull because there is no other way to truly live. It's my prerogative to step in to the magic. Whatever my hands touch, whatever softens my heart, whatever art I imagine, whatever words seem to form, they are being baked in the oven of Flow & Fruition. Nothing is ever wasted.

Step in to your power, rise up to the authority that you already carry. You do not need anyone's permission. Raise your voice and speak up. SPEAK UP — for yourself, and for those without a voice.

Everything is absolutely working out perfectly for you. Trust. Surrender. Do the work. Give yourself time to play and rest and enjoy. Smile, dance. Freaking live, laugh, love the heck out of each moment.

Queenstown, 2021.